Discipline and Honesty

From: Darby Weaver (darbyweaver@yahoo.com)
Date: Sat Mar 10 2007 - 06:55:00 ART


I've given myself some challenges over the coming
weeks to make myself tired and fatigued and stressed.

In some cases, I will be doing as many as 4 graded
labs back to back... the weekend before and the
weekend after. If I cannot schedule labs for the
weekend before, then I will simply use my own racks to
the same effect. The goal is to create a sense of
urgency both before I attend the Mock Labs by Heinz
Ulm and immediately afterwards.

Using other graded labs to build the momentum even
when my body is exhausted.

I should still be able to perform to a certain level,
say 80%, for starters... and if not for ANY reason, I
want to know now so that I might mitigate this
weakness.

When the mind wants to freeze and give up, I want to
ensure I still have the fortitude to go for the
univercd and at least look for the answer.

Very few times in my life have I ever froze under
pressure or duress.

My last lab was one of those times - I handed in my
papers one hour early, even though I knew I had more
to do...

Not again.

Even if I do not sleep a wink for 72 hours up until
the lab, I intend to be ready to perform at the best
of my own ability.

You perform like you train.

Lack of performance on an exam - is really lack of
preparation - call it what you like, but this is what
it is...

I am hurtful to my own ego here but in the end if I am
honest with myself, that is what it was for me.

I'm going to try and not repeat the process this time
around.



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