From: elping (elpingu@acedsl.com)
Date: Mon Oct 07 2002 - 23:50:58 GMT-3
Too late to look back now......
Palmer you will know what to do ......
Elping
kpalmer wrote:
> I quit..
>
> Worst one yet!
>
> I'm a sad story: $15,000 invested, quit good job for final month of
> study, have three
> attempts that don't contribute to experience (exam topics change), and I
> don't have shit to show for it(Paul, please don't boot me). I have on
> "average", 8 hrs per day, over the last 14 months and that is no
> exaggeration if anything).
> I have mastered everyone of the lab scenarios out there. I haven't
> chased skirt for an embarrassing stretch. I have no friends, that aren't
> still in prison. What have I become?
>
> I beginning to wonder if I should go back to manufacturing dope? All
> this Johnny Be Good stuff is more depressing
> than watching my old lady and mom waving goodbye to me from the third
> row of the Superior Court room.
>
> I'm not stupid. I may not be the brightest, considering the years of
> alcohol and narcotic abuse. It has to have
> had some corrosive effect on my brain, but again, I'm not near obtuse,
> thick, or DERLICK.
>
> If I can say one thing about hard times, it is that if survived, they
> make victory that much sweeter.
> So, how can I abandon the super human efforts I have into my CCIE
> studies?
>
> I can't!!
>
> I'm now a geek like you's.
>
> KPALMER
>
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